Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Meaning Of Colored Bracelets Spring Break

It is ever so pretty ... not.

I've been sick the whole day. It sucks. I Had to break my "fast" and ate pizza as it WAS the only hot food like chicken soup además, soymilk, tea and bread I Could have. They Were from Domino's, and believe me when I say That I think eleven Lent is over, pizza is going to Be like meat. Seldom will I eat it. Rebecca

has-been calling to hang out. I Had to kinda blow her off. Because of my first spring sickness (Was it not enough fucking DURING the winter?!), And 2nd, because i am apprehensive about spending money. I have an orthodontist appointment on the 28th, and That Is to Be goign $ 300 out of my pocket. Not to mention, on friday i have to pay my gym dues and soccer. I think I am going to Have to reschedule with my doc Until tng, I Took Liza There and talk about guys, and I Also Went There to Reflect on life ... like today. A hundred memories

Rush to my brain. Mostly of middle school, and of Home. Not ES, pero of VA. I am a Virginian, and I love this place. I love DC, I love my home, I loved Swanson, and I loved ... the stories of American History by the Potomac and James River ... stories of Jefferson, Washington, Madison, Hamilton, Pocahontas, John Smith, of the Custer-Lee, of John F. Kennedy, of Abe Lincoln, and Arlington House. It Was So

rainy today, and I Thought of Pocahontas' song (yes, the Disney one) ... the one "just around the river bend ... I Looked Once More, just around the river, Beyond the shore, somewhere past the sea ... I wish I Knew." It Was Almost as a rainys when we visited Jefferson's house when we were 12. Again, I wonder what life has in store for me. What college I will go, and what the price of that will be... be it money or something far more valuable.

I think back to Emma, to Javier, to Mrs. Firling, Mr. Hart, Mr. Kaldahl, Rose, Wiedemann, Obetts, Matt, to the Tessiers, David, Christine, Barrueta, Schollaert, Mrs. Robertson, Nagi, Marco, Mario, Mo, Noe, Daisy, Ariel, Yasin, etc, etc,

These people have, at some point, been part of my life. Then there came a time to let them go... because they came, they saw, they conquered, and they left. From each, I learned something that has made me who I am. Each has come, like the molecules in the creek that momentarily touched my hand and went on their way... i

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